This has been a tough year. I have been so irregular in my running. Cathy had divine knowledge that 2011 would be a difficult year for us, I didn't want to believe her. She was right. She usually is. I seem to have lost my interest. I seem to have misplaced my desire. I can't seem to find my discipline. I also seem to have......whatever. I don't even want to write. This has been a tough year.
How do I overcome this? This total indifference. How do I regain that yearning in my heart? I remember how much I love it. I remember the feeling it gives me. I remember how passionate I have been. How do I get all this back?
Wait. Am I talking about running or my time with God?
I want it back.
